Life

I have written posts on myspace and 360 and had people "give me advice as to why you died and why you are gone and wtf ever. I just want to vent my feelings and not have to listen to well wishers tell me what I don't want to hear.

I don't always want or need someone to comment on how to deal with your death I just want people to understand what your dieing has done to me and my everyday life. To understand what a prolific effect your leaving me has had on life in general.

I miss you with all my heart. There is still a huge hole in my heart where you once stood. My Left arm is missing. I still have my right arm you being left winged and all. (HAHA) To think that you are not here to walk with me through life with me is unthinkable.